recently i got news about this friend of mine being in bad shape. i wanted to console him but that is just not what i do best. i'll leave the speaking to my writing. so here goes.
i think that life is not full of wines and roses. obstacles may come at the worst time, at the worst ocassion, at the worst situation, and we have to endure it. these are just part and parcel of life. you may say yea, you are in a bad condition. you may need surgery. but heck, it's better than the doctor saying, "i'm afraid there is no way we can heal you. you'll have to live with it. it either stays the same, or gets worst."
as small as it seems, hope for it being in the first stage, the second stage, or even the third stage. it is better than having an unknown complication, and nobody is able to do anything about it. so now you know what you are up against, seek medication, find means and ways to deal with it.
so, you'll have to spend alot on this. haven't you heard money can't buy happiness? money can't buy your health? cheer up and be grateful that at least, at the very least, your money is put into good use - for yourself, for your own health; not for anybody else.
i may not seem like i mean it, and i may not show what i personally feel. but i really hope that things get better. everything you are up against, it's just a small part of life. good luck.
